Silicone Ritual

I was particularly excited to go to Fist Fest in Augusta, GA this year because I got to meet longtime hypnosis subject and fellow satanist RedHotPump, who had asked me to devise a ritual for the process of injecting silicone into his ball sack to finally fulfill the Curse of the Monster Bulge.

He obtained a supply of silicone and the kit to make it work. The catch was I’d never injected before.

Nevertheless, he arrived on time after a 3 hour drive and two consecutive 12 hour shifts, ready to go through with the full ritual as planned.

Ritual pt. 1: “Do it Anyway”

The essence of any Ritual 

Is the willingness to let it transform you.

Willingness is like a key, 

And though the door of self will 

Might slam our spirit shut sometimes 

It will always open up again 

If only you are willing to reach out 

And open your mind to Satan’s influence 

He will always open up your soul 

To the most profound spiritual experiences 

If only you are willing to succumb 

To the temptation you’re provided.  

Too long you have been paralyzed by

The voice of society in your head, 

Waiting out of action and trying to avoid upset

When all of that stagnation should be 

Scaring you instead.  It’s time to Do It Anyway 

Because true courage lies in action 

Despite the fears you feel. 

And if you choose to do what you’ve been 

So very long tempted to do, you’ll know it

Every time you look down at your body 

That your dreams really can come true 

If you just… Do It Anyway.

Since Redhotpump chose to consent, I proceeded to get out the bondage gear.

Ritual 2: The Liberation of Bondage

You know how long you’ve wanted this 

You’ve studied all of the risks and 

You know exactly how permanent this is

Do you want to, do it anyway? 

[Obtain consent] 

Good, then let’s get you ready.  

The paradox of Bondage is that sometimes 

The very act of being restrained 

Is the thing that sets you free… 

The decision is made and the die is cast, 

And the time for resistance is over at last, 

While with each point restrained you can feel 

That sense of security growing fast now

That you are Strapped in for the ride

As you feel that sense of calm 

Washing over you now and Washing away 

All of your anxiety about what is to come

As your mind is focused on the here and now

By the power of your predicament 

So that your only option is to trust me 

Completely and totally to turn you 

Into exactly the kind of freak 

That underneath the surface 

You have always wanted to be. 

My friend had already shaved, so we proceeded directly to the listerine

Now I want you to repeat the mantra 

“Renach tasa uberace biasa icar Marbas ” 

As I prepare to purify the area of the ritual 

With this potion of menthol, camphor and eucalyptus suspended in alcohol: 

And as feel the sting of the potion 

Ridding your skin of bacteria 

You can also feel the ritual 

Ridding your soul of Christianity, 

And freeing you from the guilt and Shane

That religion once imposed upon you; 

Freeing you from the fear that used to 

Keep you from being who you really are

Free to Do As Thou Wilt without sin. 

Ritual 3: Litany Against Fear

So out of pure sadism I made him recite Frank Herbert’s “Litany Against Fear” from Dune while staring at the needle. Content warning for needle phobes, this one is a mindfuck.

I’ll include a meme here as there’s no need to type it out.

We then broke to fill the needle, which proved to be a much more complicated step than intended. In short we failed to notice that we’d left the needle sheath in place and it took our cameraman the weightlifter to draw 10cc of silicone for the ritual.

Enn of Marbas

Since Beast of Marbas’ silicone dong had been an inspiration to my subject in wanting it in the first place, and I strongly associated him with Fist Fest due to his living in Georgia, we continued with a meditation on the enn of the demon Marbas: “Renach tasa uberace biasa icar Marbas”in his honor.

Now drop back into meditation, 

And just keep repeating the enn in your mind 

As I prepare the method of your deliverance. 

“Renach tasa uberace biasa icar Marbas ” 

Ritual 4: The Injection

After so many words spent on the ritual, the injection itself was dominated with how do I do this talk.

Distracted by my cameraman’s framing advice I stupidly forgot to remove the needle sheath for the first injection. This did result in a successful puncture, but no delivery.

It was remarkably easy to push it through the scrotum like that, but practically impossible to deliver silicone that way.

Fortunately there was no injury and things went much faster after we attached the canula.

Despite the fact that no one tells you how thick silicone is and therefore the actual process of injection took much more time to put in considerably less quantity than intended; Redhotpump was pleased with the results of the ritual overall.

After his initiation, we went out to the poolside slings and joined the orgy already in progress; and this is where I got my confirmation from Marbas and the other patrons that I had pleased them when this played on the background music.